Jesus is alive and He loves you. John 3:16 says:   For God so loved the World He gave His only begotten son that whosoever believes on Him should not perish but have eternal life-

God loves you and if you will  open your heart to HIM, He will take away your pain, change your life, set you free from addictions of any kind; pornography, drugs, alcohol, or anything else in your life that is trying to hold on to you and keep you in bondage.

The Gospel is so simple- Pray and receive Christ into your heart and you shall be made free.